Totally miss my old self. 

Disappointment, that's what I am for the past few months.

Guilt and frustration is overwhelming me, indeed more and more as time passes.

Why did I even tried killing these emotions and feelings inside me.

At the end of the day, it still comes back to haunt.

I am so fucking sorry.
Thanks for trying to put me together, thanks for having faith in me.
I failed you, all of you.