The one and only thing keeping me together all these while was nearly gone. Fading bit by bit, each and every single day like a tickling bomb. I didn't know what to say, or what to do. I would love to grant her wish, but I was too selfish. I probably was a let down to everyone around me. I could have been stronger. 

Life have been pretty much boring. Every day is the same old routine. Wrong mood for the holidays.