Days have been really hectic and busy. I don't even have the time to go and think or be troubled over the unhappy stuffs that I used to fret about all day long in the past. I guess this is good in a way. Loving the people around me, even if it means I'm deceiving myself, at least I'm feeling so much better now. 

Town today with my cutiezhen despite the bloody haze because we were too bored. Took a cab over there due to the weather and had our lunch x dinner over at OC's Genki Sushi. Caught a movie afterwards and went back to cck to look for Bernard & co. Home at about 11 due to my headache, thanks to the haze. 

My feminine zhen today. 

Finally having the time to update this space of mine. Have been spending my holidays quite well these days. Catching up with old friends, meeting new people, selling ice cream to get quick cash when I have the time/mood, staying over at my girlfriends's place to have heart to heart talks and drink, having friends to come over my place to mahjong etc.. At least I have things to do now to keep myself occupied and not think about the unhappy stuffs, and have friends who are 24/7 there for me. Feel so blessed and loved hehe xo.

 

Work + Chilling at mcd's with Neosy, Peiling and Jason. 

Then with Bernard, Cindy and Chuphel afterwards! 

 Stayover @ cutie yuzhen's place for 2 nights 

Today out to celebrate younger sis's birthday. 

And hereby wishing my cute sis a happy blessed 11th birthday <3 x

The one and only thing keeping me together all these while was nearly gone. Fading bit by bit, each and every single day like a tickling bomb. I didn't know what to say, or what to do. I would love to grant her wish, but I was too selfish. I probably was a let down to everyone around me. I could have been stronger. 

Life have been pretty much boring. Every day is the same old routine. Wrong mood for the holidays. 

Turning tables

Super overdue photo because I haven't been camwhoring much these days. It's such a irony. Hanging out late every night when there was school for me and when it's the holidays now, I'm staying at home almost everyday. What am I even thinking seriously.... Don't understand myself. 

June shall not be a good month, I can foresee it. So much happened and honestly things have been pretty screwed up and bad. But still, thanks to all the people who have stood by my side throughout everything especially my both precious Amanda Neo and Yuzhen and of course the others, you know who you are :-) x 

I honestly feel that I'm on the verge of blowing up. I lost control of myself. 

I'd never felt more alone than I did right now.