This is just life. People come and go, it's just a matter of time. I can't believe I'm losing someone so dearly to me in life, someone who once played such an important role in my life. I'm losing him, or perhaps I already lost. I guess this is how it works, you can't get the things you want, or desire. The things you love, will slowly become the things you lost. So much of struggling in this love-hate and hot-and-cold war for 2 years and a half. Now it's finally over. Maybe I deserve better, or maybe it's the other way round. I didn't do much memorable things for you to remember me, but I hope I've brought you happiness in your life, even if it's just for a second. I still miss you, definitely. But you're just no longer worth the fight anymore, not worthy of another heartbreak I have to face alone again. X.